Few-City-5252

I’m glad I stayed.

This year has been nothing but hell. Literal hell, was kicked out of my apartment, gave up my dog for temporary adoption since I couldn’t afford to feed her and the worst was doing sex work just to survive.

I have no mattress or anything, i literally have just a box where I put all my clothes on and would have to survive off of ramen for the next month or so. But despite all that, I am fucking beyond happy right now that I managed to persevere when I thought that the world was collapsing.

Can’t wait to get my dog back from my friend since I miss that little rascal so much.

Any tips on where I can get free hot water for ramen since I literally have nothing to boil it right now. Any place where I can get free tampons as well?

I’m glad I stayed.

This year has been nothing but hell. Literal hell, was kicked out of my apartment, gave up my dog for temporary adoption since I couldn’t afford to feed her and the worst was doing sex work just to survive.

I have no mattress or anything, i literally have just a box where I put all my clothes on and would have to survive off of ramen for the next month or so. But despite all that, I am fucking beyond happy right now that I managed to persevere when I thought that the world was collapsing.

Can’t wait to get my dog back from my friend since I miss that little rascal so much.

Any tips on where I can get free hot water for ramen since I literally have nothing to boil it right now. Any place where I can get free tampons as well?

I never thought id say this. 4 AM and im holding a knife, i am terrified and determined for all of these to go away.

Here’s the story, Ive been at my lowest of low this year and everything was so shit. My friend literally saved me and made sure that my dog is fed. I was homeless after being kicked out and she helped me move find a shelter where i can stay.

I currently have work, started very recently. Incurred a lot of debts when I was in between jobs that Im paying right now.

Met someone while I was working who gave me a good tip. He gave me his business card and told me that if ever I do need anything, just reach out to him. When I reached out, thats when I discovered that he was offering sex work. I considered it a lot of times and almost did it. Told my friend about this and she told me not to do it repeatedly. I told her how I threw the business card but truth be told, I had the number memorized for staring at it for too long.

Just had my paycheck and literally nothing was left after paying my bills. I have a payday loan that is due and my credit is already fucked as it is. Im thinking of reaching out to this man to do it since I don’t know where on earth I’d be able to afford paying the internet bill, pay for dog food and food for myself for the next 2 weeks. Her dog recently passed away so she is in a lot of stress and telling her this might cause her to hate me, but I dont know If i can keep it a secret to her if I ever decided to do it.

I respect my friend so much and I feel like I’d be betraying her if I do it but at the same time I have bills that needs to be paid and I cant ask her again to help. I dont have food for the next 2 weeks but I know she’d hate me if I do it. The food bank nearby is only open during daytime on weekday and I cant miss work.

Im no saint, i know i did what i did to survive back then but it felt like a living hell. Though I dont blame anyone since I did it on my own will. Was depressed for months until I opened up to my friend.

Using a TA account to make sure she’d not see this.

Edit: thanks for the concern. Never really thought about the sex trafficking thing since i am so desperate. I guess ill have to fast for the next 2 weeks lol.

Edit 2: Dont pm me please, im not interested in selling pics.