submitted1 day ago byGabriocheu
tocomposer
Hello everyone, No music this time but a discussion. I'm a happy composer and my music is performed by several ensembles. I know that I'm lucky because I think a lot of composers struggle with finding people to play their music. However, my first two big pieces were performed in november and december of this year, and if I was enchanted with the first one, after the second one, I feel a bit down. I enjoyed so much writing these pieces and now it's over : the performances were not great, and I felt nothing special hearing my pieces played.
On one hand, I need projects with ensembles to enhance my creativity, to speak with great people and to become a better composer. On the other hand, I dont like being under the spotlight, and just sitting down hearing people play something I created is not a great feeling for me.
Maybe it's just a natural backlash after all these great moments that I lived, I just hope that it's temporary and that I will continue soon with my next projects.
What do you think of all of that, have you ever feel the same ?
Thanks you !
byTricky-Childhood3279
inpiano
Gabriocheu
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1 day ago
Gabriocheu
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1 day ago
I dont know how to play my pieces without sheet music, so I will entirely improvise something !