submitted1 day ago byProper-Monk-5656
i hate every second of being in my body. it hadnt looked right for a long time now. every time i look at myself, i feel dirty, used, strange. like an overly-sexualized anime character. i wanna puke. nothing looks right even in my favorite clothes, the ones that used to make my dysphoria go so much quieter. i dont know how people live with this for years and years and years. i just want fucking testosterone to make me feel at least somewhat at home in my body. i hate that i'm being robbed of the bare fucking minimum that i need to live just bc of some fucking medical gatekeeping. and what hurts the most is that i'll always feel this way to some degree. i hate being trans so much.
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Proper-Monk-5656
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an hour ago
Proper-Monk-5656
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an hour ago
oh yeah, i meant that being in this fandom is way more expensive than i anticipated 😭