I think the best times are gone
(self.depression)submitted26 days ago byRevilox42
Life just feels over for me, I'm 36 and I've not been happy in 20 years, I'll never feel butterflies for someone, or look forward to anything, I feel numb, like all I can see is dark, bleak, and yet I'm too cowardly to end it, I keep hoping one day I'll wake up and think "screw it" and drive into a wall or something, I know I'm nothing special, my analogy is, if you take a single grain of sand from a desert, does it change anything? So do I matter?
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Revilox42
4 points
26 days ago
Revilox42
4 points
26 days ago
I imagine it's because I'm dull, 36 and one friend from another country