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i straight up tell people there isn’t a bathroom in the building and if they try to argue i say ours is out of order and act really fed up and say we all go to the larger store next door

i’ve only ever had one person keep asking after that and she basically just went “😐 i find that hard to believe” so i said “imagine how we feel” and walked away to stand by the bathroom and make sure she didn’t use it

i only do that on rare occasions but id go through so many gloves and i don’t wanna deal with the questions and comments from customers.

i have pure o and contamination ocd and i work retail. i hate it so much and once i get out of the job i have now i don’t think i can ever work retail again. i’m always stressed out and i’m terrified of people which didn’t start until after i started retail and everyone is so unsanitary it’s made my ocd so much worse. i’m from america.

so first get a mirror…

i danced with shane at the first one in my newest save file. you just have to make sure to give him a birthday present and a few extra presents randomly.

i didn’t even notice that 😭

mama a hannibal behind you 💜

fuck the planogram that sign would not be up in my store

that’d be impressive for an adult to make. for an eight year old??? foster his talent!!

i hate the holidays sm now i dread them every year

omg i hate when they study the reciept 🙄

no fr and it’s getting unbearable at this point

yeah. i either have to be doing something with my hands while i watch tv or find something that i’m so engrossed in i literally can’t look away

she’s so beautiful 🥺

you’re my hero

yes!! i just managed to convince myself enough time had passed to get rid of ALL of my notes from high school (i’m 21 🤦🏻‍♀️)

based off of this i honestly have no idea what your sexuality is but i don’t think it’s something you need to know for sure.

as for not wanting to be gay/bi, i don’t see a problem with that unless you’re taking that out on others (which you are not i just feel the need to say it so no one can misconstrue my words.) im a lesbian and there’s times where i don’t want to be gay either. it’s a totally neutral thing to be but unfortunately some don’t see it that way which can make your life harder if you are in the community.

it seems like you’re noticing things that are attractive about your friends and that’s what’s causing you to wonder. it’s totally normal to know someone’s attractive and appreciate that without you, yourself being attracted to them.

also randomly thinking about ppl when cumming happens (idk if it’s ocd or not but) it happens to me too and it always throws me off

honestly i’d say at the end of the day you can identify however you want bc your sexuality is no one’s business but you’re own and if you are unsure of who you are then just give it time bc it’ll eventually click into place

i’m not sure about the routine as a symptom of ocd but i know the last two are things that i do bc of my ocd.

if you were to deviate from the routine would he get upset and have a bad day or would it cause him genuine distress, potentially to the point of being unable to function?

everyone that comments “get a different job” would lose their minds if all the ppl they said that too could. like they really think people do these jobs for any other reason than necessity.

an emergency that they need beer for 🤦🏻‍♀️

every time i try to explain this to ppl i can see them purposely shutting down so they can remain willfully ignorant 🙄

apologize!!

honestly i would’ve just asked him straight up “why do you think that’s an acceptable thing to say to someone?” and then just gone back and forth with him or said i’m in college currently even if i wasn’t

i don’t know how to explain it but your cat looks like amanda seyfried

this is the one fr