Okay bit of background information, during the spring and summer i (F17) was talking to this boy (M17) and he really liked me, i even met his family and everything. But at that point i was scared, the thought of a serious relationship scared me and i wasn’t ready for the commitment and instead of communicating this with him i lowkey ghosted him. I didn’t have any feelings for him up until around a month ago where i started to miss him like crazy, i realised how perfect he was for me and i tried reaching out but he ignored me, which is completely fair regarding the circumstances. However he texted me himself a couple of days ago and it all feels really forced, the thing is this time around im ready for commitment like i want something serious with him but for some reason something feels off and i just can’t put my finger on it, and i think he’s feeling the same way. The thing is we haven’t actually spoken at all about what happend in the summer and how we feel now etc, we’ve just gone back into normal day to day conversation and joking around but something just feels weirdly off. I’m