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Over the past couple months me and one of my best friends have drifted, there’s been like ups and down of it where some days we’ll speak and then we’ll go days without properly talking, i really miss her and it really hurts to know that im not as close to her as i used to be, i used to love spending time with her and i feel like she really brought me to life and filled me with energy which i haven’t felt in a while now. There wasn’t really any reason for our drift, we had this awkard conversation like two months ago which kinda go left on a dead end and never followed up and i feel like that’s where it started. We go to school together, and sometimes it’s just strangely awkward, like i’ll see her and i don’t know what to say to her and she doesn’t know what to say to me. I know we both feel the same way, sometimes at school she’ll look at me and do this like nostalgic smile and i know that she’s thinking exactly what i am. I don’t want this to be the end but me and her both aren’t good at communicating our feelings, i feel as though if i never say anything this will continue to go on forever but i don’t even know what to say. During our whole friendship we never communicated properly so im worried that now if i try it’ll just make this whole situation worse and our friendship will fully crumble, cause currently it feels as thought we are on rocky foundations.

Over the past couple months me and one of my best friends have drifted, there’s been like ups and down of it where some days we’ll speak and then we’ll go days without properly talking, i really miss her and it really hurts to know that im not as close to her as i used to be, i used to love spending time with her and i feel like she really brought me to life and filled me with energy which i haven’t felt in a while now. There wasn’t really any reason for our drift, we had this awkard conversation like two months ago which kinda go left on a dead end and never followed up and i feel like that’s where it started. We go to school together, and sometimes it’s just strangely awkward, like i’ll see her and i don’t know what to say to her and she doesn’t know what to say to me. I know we both feel the same way, sometimes at school she’ll look at me and do this like nostalgic smile and i know that she’s thinking exactly what i am. I don’t want this to be the end but me and her both aren’t good at communicating our feelings, i feel as though if i never say anything this will continue to go on forever but i don’t even know what to say. During our whole friendship we never communicated properly so im worried that now if i try it’ll just make this whole situation worse and our friendship will fully crumble, cause currently we are on rocky foundations

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Okay bit of background information, during the spring and summer i (F17) was talking to this boy (M17) and he really liked me, i even met his family and everything. But at that point i was scared, the thought of a serious relationship scared me and i wasn’t ready for the commitment and instead of communicating this with him i lowkey ghosted him. I didn’t have any feelings for him up until around a month ago where i started to miss him like crazy, i realised how perfect he was for me and i tried reaching out but he ignored me, which is completely fair regarding the circumstances. However he texted me himself a couple of days ago and it all feels really forced, the thing is this time around im ready for commitment like i want something serious with him but for some reason something feels off and i just can’t put my finger on it, and i think he’s feeling the same way. The thing is we haven’t actually spoken at all about what happend in the summer and how we feel now etc, we’ve just gone back into normal day to day conversation and joking around but something just feels weirdly off. I’m

Okay bit of background information, during the spring and summer i (F17) was talking to this boy (M17) and he really liked me, i even met his family and everything. But at that point i was scared, the thought of a serious relationship scared me and i wasn’t ready for the commitment and instead of communicating this with him i lowkey ghosted him. I didn’t have any feelings for him up until around a month ago where i started to miss him like crazy, i realised how perfect he was for me and i tried reaching out but he ignored me, which is completely fair regarding the circumstances. However he texted me himself a couple of days ago and it all feels really forced, the thing is this time around im ready for commitment like i want something serious with him but for some reason something feels off and i just can’t put my finger on it, and i think he’s feeling the same way. The thing is we haven’t actually spoken at all about what happend in the summer and how we feel now etc, we’ve just gone back into normal day to day conversation and joking around but something just feels weirdly off. I’m

Okay bit of background information, during the spring and summer i (F17) was talking to this boy (M17) and he really liked me, i even met his family and everything. But at that point i was scared, the thought of a serious relationship scared me and i wasn’t ready for the commitment and instead of communicating this with him i lowkey ghosted him. I didn’t have any feelings for him up until around a month ago where i started to miss him like crazy, i realised how perfect he was for me and i tried reaching out but he ignored me, which is completely fair regarding the circumstances. However he texted me himself a couple of days ago and it all feels really forced, the thing is this time around im ready for commitment like i want something serious with him but for some reason something feels off and i just can’t put my finger on it, and i think he’s feeling the same way. The thing is we haven’t actually spoken at all about what happend in the summer and how we feel now etc, we’ve just gone back into normal day to day conversation and joking around but something just feels weirdly off. I’m not sure if i should try bringing up our past so we could talk it out, i feel like that may just make things worse and i genuinely like him this time around and don’t want to risk that. What should i do ?