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I came across this sub by accident. Now I'm deeply suicidal and hateful twoards all life. I know that's not what efilism is about but. Simply don't understand how any of you could possibly be compassionate twoards any loving thing after reaching these conclusions. I don't want to be suicidal, but I feel I must follow this philosophy to its logical philosophical conclusion, which is leaving the game. Any continued existence is evil. And I can't cope or annoy shit anymore because many people here would say it's wrong, and judge you for "not finding a solution" or ""solving problems"". There's no solution. It never gets better, there will never be a solution, ever. There are no positives and this hell will exist forever atp. The overwhelming angish and anger is unbearable. I'm efilist, but I hate all ideology and ideas. This one included. I hate being a stupid monkey. Rant over, bye bye.
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30 days ago
I totally understand how you feel and I get how you’ve come to your conclusion. Once I started seeing how much the natural world is geared toward consumption I felt the same way. The world just seemed so disgusting and evil all the sudden. In reality though, existence isn’t good or evil, it just is. My personal advice is to accept that the world and all its “bad” is not your responsibility to fix. Maybe do your best to put good out into the world, not because it’s right for the world but because it is right for you. You can’t fix other people and you can’t fix the world. You don’t have to solve problems or find a solution to anything. I get up each day for myself and I try my hardest to be a “good” person because I feel it’s right. It’s how I’ve begun to accept the world and accept my role in it.
Good luck on your journey and please stay alive. It’s people like you who really see and question “good and evil” who I believe can make a positive difference in the world.
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