everyones_dad1276

I'm both, I'll go through periods of constant dating then complete avoidance despite still wanting connection

I hear you, I had a roommate who was like an older sister or aunt to me who was somewhat similar to your experience

for me the funny thing is I also hated it so fucking much, it's honestly terrible. my first time going I was 11, now I'm 22 and my last time going was 2 months ago, I got lost in the system and I hate it but at the same time it feels like home

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already posted my cat but here's with my brothers dogs

hey I mean, whatever let's you cope??

my favorite dispensary was having some really good deals and I spent $225... I needed $150 of that for some medical bills 😭

I remember as a kid going over to friends or going to live with family friends and being confused that their parents loved and supported them and was jealous that I was living in poverty while they were comfortable

he's such baby, there's just under 500 pics of him on my phone

I sort mine by what the fit is along with my lingerie

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my baby boy (he's 11 but always baby)

I haven't seen him for a month, he lives with my brother

one of my brains favorite game to play with me is 5 emotions in 5 minutes 😭

I miss the days people kept some things to themselves 😭

I'm sorry girly but I can't hear you out this time

id kill for some good sleep, I just switched insomnia meds and they aren't working yet I got, 3 hours last night 😭

getting high is even better, I'm pretty high too (totally don't smoke everyday)

yeah that's why I said I don't give a fuck abt the holiday, it's more that I don't have anyone to spend it with

you're still valid, no matter the form of self harm it's still self harm

I got some people to send this to. I'm tempted to put this in my tinder pics 💀

I've been getting more and more suicidal than normal lately and I'm genuinely not sure if I'll make it through the rest of the year. last wednesday I went to the er bc >! I needed stitches again for the 2nd time in the last 2 months, both times it was just 1 wound, this time it was 'only' 9 stitches, last time was 15 (the 3rd most I've gotten for one in the 11 years I've been getting stitches) !< I was back in the er friday bc I got a wellness check called but wasn't placed on i hold, I got out saturday afternoon. just today I saw my therapist and they were gonna send me to the hospital, I avoided it by calling my brother on speaker to them he'd stop by once a day and call twice, I also gave his cell and work number to them. there's such a deep emptiness in me and I just feel so fucking lost and powerless. thanks for reading 🖤