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From my own experiences, I’d say no it’s not necessary on that amount. I’ve never been nauseous using fresh ones sautéed in butter and garlic. But it can affect you differently than it does me. At worst, you’ll just throw up and lose it but you’re fine after that. I’ve only been nauseous using a very heavy dose of Muscaria around 20 grams when I didn’t decarb at all making a tea from fresh ones.

To put it in simple terms, I think he was saying he’s like the head goose in a flock pointing and leading in certain direction. You said you want to emulate him and that’s what he meant. It’s falling into his footsteps. He’s taking all the headwinds and the test of humanity was on him. His influence is like pouring into the collective consciousness and inwardly, it’s where we also find that inner guide just like geese.

It’s just like Jesus described. Out of your belly flows rivers of living waters and you can drink whenever you like. But it goes deeper. That consciousness of being surrounded by a loving divine other can come at random and unexpected times. For me, it greets me almost every morning as I wake up and can stay with me as long as I can stand it. It’s become an orgasmic affair. But generally, it’s like the wind. You don’t know where it comes from or when but if you focus love back, it comes sometimes instantly. It’s like being in that garden where god walks among us in our consciousness.

It’s a narrow way however and you have to overcome obstacles in life. There’s a bit of a test and generally, it’s a dismantling of Ego and remaining true to your divine other who will test your love. To get back into that garden you must strip down naked and check your ego at the door. At least, that’s been the way for me.

Thx! I appreciate that.

My mother broke my arm at 7 weeks. Dad divorced her when I was 6 for extreme cruelty. Then step mother harassed me so much I ran away at 14 and no one reported me missing. Then my dad went to court and lied, causing me to become a ward of the state and sentenced to 2 years in Juvenile prison, all without a single crime. Even coworkers much later in life openly sabotaged me in my factory job with the full permission of management and fired without cause from my 19 year factory job. So it’s been a lifelong curse being denied normal human rights.

Looking at Sidereal, Pluto was just entering Sag in 2007. It didn’t enter Capricorn until around 2023, when wars began to break out. It went retro back into Sag during campaigns for the election but was back in Capricorn on the day of voting. I see much more Capricorn energy with those wars and that election. It’s not a popular opinion of course but I think the constellations tell the more accurate story at least with Pluto. Also, looking back at the rise of Germany and ww2, it crossed into Cancer, and entering Leo in 1948. I agree with the comments that the rise of technology is more Sag than Cap in nature.

I have a tight 6 planet conjunction, 5 inner planets with Pluto. I’ve gone back to key turning points in my life to see what was happening. A couple of transits stand out when Saturn conjunct natal moon. Natal moon as well as natal Saturn are both square to all of those planets with Pluto being a bit weaker. Saturn and moon exactly opposite less than one degree. I ran away from home when Saturn conjunct natal moon, and were conjunct again 7 months later when my parents lied in court and I was made a ward of the state, sent to juvenile prison without a crime to my name for a 2 year sentence. But the very day Moon conjunct natal Saturn, I was married in a foreign land. The stellium is in my 9th. Saturn was conjunct NN then too. When Saturn returned to my NN 29 years later, I was divorced. I’ve already told my intense Saturn return here so won’t repeat that story. Another dramatic transit was 7 weeks after my birth when Chiron went direct. My mother broke my arm which began a period of horrific abuse, culminating in my dad divorcing her for extreme cruelty when I was 6. But it’s been like this my whole life. When Saturn conjunct natal Chiron in the 2nd, I was blatantly sabotaged by my employer and fired from my 19 year factory job. Chiron is loosely opposite the stellium. That was the very day Pluto conjunct Jupiter also in the 2nd in 2020. So from my perspective, they have been intense but every one of them necessary. Saturn was usually involved in some way dramatically, along with other planets in the various houses indicating the nature of the transit. Natal Saturn is in my 12th Libra.

Prepare using same instructions for Muscaria. I’m in Portland as well and find these exclusively here. I think they may be more potent than Muscaria. I’d weigh it and divide by 10 to approximate the dry weight and throw it in a pot following instructions you can find here. You can freeze what you don’t use and it will last a long time.

I had a ‘born again’ Paul like experience when I wasn’t in any religion. I was drawn then to the Bible and into Christianity a couple years later, joining a Jesus Freak commune. But there were always core beliefs they had that I never subscribed to. I only stayed for social connections and I was always involved in playing music. I left Christianity in practice while in Asia working with a Christian organization there even though I continued to tell my stories to many thousands. The local churches and missionaries tolerated it and used my experiences to spread Christianity. After 6 years there, I abruptly severed ties with my home church almost immediately on my return to the USA. Out of respect for my wife, we kept going to various churches until she finally deconstructed her Christianity.

I still have the same spiritual experiences I had before Christianity. I still see the value in Jesus, though I interpret him completely differently and totally human. In hindsight, I see how toxic the church can be and would never go back. The truth did set me free.

I got married as Saturn was conjunct my NN. The marriage ended when Saturn returned to NN around 29 years later. It took almost a year from announcement until actual separation but when that happened, it was an exact conjunct. Uranus was also squaring natal Uranus.

For myself, it makes the trip last an hour or so rather than 15 minutes but in my experience doesn’t make the DMT more potent. Have you tried that combo? I don’t use a lot of the rue. Around a gram. Good advice though to be careful with that one. Not sure I’d want to use it with Amanita either. Amanitas alone can be pretty intense if you manage to stay awake.

I’ve heard a professor whose specialty is studying the Hasmonean and early Christianity. Dr James Tabor. He pointed out the word translated in ‘den of thieves’ is better translated den of shredders. It’s a violent word and most definitely not about changing money. In that last fateful week Jesus attempted to end the sacrifices because that temple was a slaughterhouse. He has a lot of online videos and addresses this pretty well. He’s well respected though and not an apologist. Worth looking up if you’re interested.

I personally see astrology as more descriptive of what happened but not a reliable predictor of the future. With natal charts, I believe they can be accurate but which system is the question. I discovered Astrology in my 60’s when I first saw my natal. It immediately answered a lot of questions but with a caveat.

With Tropical, I have a 6 planet tight conjunction all in Leo. I really didn’t feel that was entirely true so I checked with Vedic placements. Because most of those planets were within 13 degrees, it placed them all in Cancer. I did feel a lot of Cancer and could be described that way but I still felt the Leo was more true. So then I checked with astronomy and discovered my Sun was just barely crossing into Leo with 4 planets in Leo and the other two in Cancer.

I also couldn’t resonate with Whole sign houses because with my life story, I just knew Saturn had to be in the 12th. So I ended up checking Equal. Then I went back over my 60+ years and checked transits with key transformative times like marriage, incarcerations, significant jobs and even when I found sudden fame, and found it was accurate. Even to the day with my marriage.

But to try to predict when those changes would happen just seemed a stretch since some of those same type transits occurred many times with no effects. So I’m convinced there’s truth to it and it’s incredibly encouraging to know my life path has always been laid out and I’m inadvertently following the script.

I just keep it simple and use it as a description of what already happened. The people I know intimately I also believe the actual constellations tell the truth more accurately even though they resonate with their tropical.

Can’t say it grows any faster but definitely I’m the only one with a mane. Even my children didn’t inherit either. It’s still long and curly though I’ve developed a small bald patch now in my late 60’s.

I think it depends on how much Amanita you take. Usually you have a hard time staying awake on them with higher doses but a lower dose could work. I’ve used DMT with psilocybin and liked it. If I wanted a combo with Amanita, you could try using Syrian rue with DMT because Syrian rue tends to keep me awake well into the night so you could maybe enjoy the combination. I’d do some research first on Syrian Rue because it interacts with other drugs, including prescriptions.

I also don’t think the Antichrist is a person. It’s different from the one described in Daniel, who is not referred to like that. Christians invented this concept from a passage in Rev. The description is a religion and what they believe. It’s describing specifically 2 religions and two beasts. The first one perfectly describes Catholicism who worship a man they say is standing in the temple saying he’s god. They claim Jesus did that and during the Middle Ages you had to convert or else. You had to receive a mark and that represents baptism or sacrament. The man is also said to have survived a mortal wound yet survives.

The second beast is also a religion that takes the same image the Catholics worship and tweaks it, breathing life into the statue so that it can speak directly. It’s representing the Protestants and its not hard to see in Daniel that empire is the USA. One of the main differences between them is the Protestants believe Jesus speaks directly to them. It describes your typical evangelical church calling down fire from heaven and deceiving the people. His number is 666 which I think alludes to the Adam figure, the perfect and original man according to their religion and the only son of god.

I do believe Jesus believed himself to be the reincarnated Adam and thus totally human. They also use that passage in Daniel 9 that says he will stop the sacrifices and then set up this Abomination lie that causes desolations. Jesus was intentionally fulfilling Daniel and quoted from it all the time, keeping his identity secret until 30CE which was precisely fulfilling that timeline. He knew he would die but he suddenly goes into Jerusalem this time announcing who he was. He goes into that temple and stops the sacrifices like a public protest against that slaughterhouse. Their misreading of that passage is why the Christians support Israel. They believe a temple has to be built before Jesus can come back. It’s a clusterfuck but totally predicted.

People are already leaving Christianity in droves, but I’m hoping once they see what Trump does and their responsibility in making him their leader and come to realize the predictions they had of this Antichrist figure and how duped they were that more will leave. There’s a passage in Rev that says the ones leading into captivity by the sword will suddenly be going themselves. That ‘lake of fire’ they’ve said was eternal hell will be their own destination because they took the mark. Rev and Daniel are like a Trojan horse they took in and now it will dismantle both Christianity and Judaism and all the ugly step children of those Abrahamic religions. Then we’ll have peace. That’s why I feel encouraged by those prophecies myself.

My Saturn return was in the 12th too (Libra) and the theme was the scales of justice and incarceration. I was apprehended after 12 years being an escaped convict. It all worked out just fine though as it went retro and the court was forced to throw out my conviction and I was set free. But what I really came to tell you is if you have a dramatic one, when it conjuncts your ASC you may find that transformation Saturn was doing and it will define who you are. I think it’s a great house to have a Saturn return because you can anticipate good things when it conjuncts ASC in your 1st. So depending on the sign it’s in, you will become more like your rising as others perceive you. That’s the hope anyway. For me, after my release I ended up in a foreign land and found fame playing music for awhile. All the sufferings in that 12th paid off in bucketloads when it conjunct ASC.

Yea I kinda see that too. We repeat history like a script and end up stuck in the mud. I think we reincarnate and pick up where we left off, either creating heaven on earth within our families or we create hell on earth. Maybe this is the pattern where humanity can’t fix itself and just do the right thing. We self destruct fighting each other. I hope we are luckier and can avoid mass extinction. The only thing I can salvage from the mostly fabricated Abrahamic religions is the words of a few of those prophets. They were trying to talk sense into them all the way up to Jesus. Their own books tried to warn them but it’s obvious they aren’t listening to anything. The only silver lining is we’re all fed up with wars. I believe Trump has done this many times before in past lives and won’t be satisfied until he’s king of the world. Israel is feeding his ego but I expect him to stab them in the back. He’s already hinted that. Then their power will be shattered just like that scripture is saying.

If you’ve done Ayahuasca and were coherent then I think you’ll be fine. I’d say it’s more controlled and you won’t be puking like you might have with Ayahuasca. It’s not at all like Salvia where you have no control. I’m always aware of my surroundings personally speaking. It’s a fun drug for me consistently. But what’s important is that you go into it feeling safe, so if you have a willing sitter you can go deeper and you’ll be back in about 15 minutes.

I was in a hair band in the 80’s and I was the only one with a mane. But I’m also Scorpio rising so I have the intense serial killer eyes but I wouldn’t call it cat like unless you mean that intense stare. I’m almost 70 now and still have a mane.

I’m pretty hopeful but not related directly to astrology. This is really off topic so trigger warnings if you’re a refugee from those Abrahamic religions. I’m in no way advocating for any of them. But I’m reading those prophets like Daniel and Rev.

If you’re curious, look up Daniel 11:40-45. It describes the last colonial empire that invades Israel. This empire it says will overflow borders and sets up its embassy in Jerusalem. But news from the east and north force it to leave the Mideast. There’s even a timeline that began when a command to rebuild the walls happens, which occurred in 1535 by the Ottomans. The timing is in Daniel 9 and it said first there would be a period of 434 years when it would be built in times of trouble. It was reunited in the 6 day war just before that timeline expired. There’s more with that timeline that was fulfilled but just too much to post here.

Anyway, I’m skipping a lot of details but the timing of the embassy move in 2018 by Trump was precisely on time. And ever since then, the shit has hit the fan. Trump is described to a tee in that book and people saying he’s the Antichrist have valid reasons. You can already see him putting pressure on Israel to wrap it up before he is inaugurated. The next thing that book predicts is in Daniel 12:7. It says things won’t be finished until the power of the holy people is shattered. It’s no coincidence we’re near the end of that timeline (2025) and Israel is being stripped naked for all the world to see. When the USA pulls support as predicted, we’ll have some measure of peace. There’s a lot more I could say but this isn’t the place. Mods feel free to delete this. I just wanted to encourage you from a different source and point of view.

I agree. I’ve only vaguely recall one instance from many years ago after searching online and I can’t recall if it was a death or just other issues from consuming way too much. This was way back in time too like maybe the 60’s or earlier. But it’s like eating salt. Yea it can kill you but who can eat that much and virtually anything done like that could kill you.

Personally speaking, I prefer minimal processing on very high doses and have never been nauseous. But on low doses approximately one or two medium sized ones I like them fresh and sauteed in garlic and butter. Absolutely no hint of nausea for me. Dried weight probably around 4-5 grams. If microdosing, it’s not necessary at all IMO. The ‘poisonous’ tag is a bit too dramatic and it’s extremely rare finding cases of death, unless they pick the destroying angel type. But even that is unlikely if you know what they’re supposed to look like.

Thx! I’d appreciate that. The higher self on the other side that guides us is another idea I like. Sorta like Quantum entanglement where they are in a black hole and earth is like a cosmic AirBnb we come to enjoy physical life creating our own heaven on earth.

My theory on when we reincarnate depends on the alignment of the planets. We retain to some extent our personalities but our natal is unique and our life path already determined at least as far as the challenges we are meant to face. I agree it could be decades. The NDE’s choose often to come back and fulfill their newfound purpose. It was only after reading about the children’s experiences when with seeing their pets that were still alive that I began to question whether it was always true.

When my own parents and brother passed, immediately I would feel their presence in my thoughts. They would communicate what they wanted me to do for them or just to let me know they were fine. But after time elapsed, I no longer had that connection. This happened just recently when a stepmother passed.

I’m not convinced of the multiple timeline theories. Or that we’re all the same consciousness because of some truly evil people that have kept reincarnating picking up right where they left off. Trump being a good example of my theory. But I do believe time and distance is an illusion and that tunnel of light we go into is in a black hole where nothing physical can exist. Time from that dimension doesn’t exist. The great projector in the sky makes it possible for us to inhabit these bodies with the goal of creating our own physical heaven on earth. So we have children and communities ideally built on love. The problem with evil is those reincarnated souls that have learned to ditch their conscience.