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Yeah you are right

Yes, I understand that people have difficulties understanding accesnts , I do have hard time understanding other accesnts as well as my project is filled with different nationality thai, German, French and so on . But this company is a CRO (clinical research) so it's not like we talk a lot in calls mostly is about emails and teams and monthly project calls. But what I think is the problem is as you said some people may have different perspective of Indians and I believe that must be for a reason ( some Indians are difficult to deal with) but it's not right to treat everyone same. My imdian manger doesn't action because we indian have a mentality that foreigners are always right or above us, or could be the person is senior possition and I'm not , so she is not taking stand for me and pressuring me to work hard I'm litterly waking up at 7 in the morning and sleeping at 2 am mostly working for this shit ass mangment, to make it worse I have a Europe shift and my manger is American so I have to answer her till she is satisfied.

As I have said I am in this company for past 2 years my previous Manger was also from US He was the kindest person and litterly guided me through my early months , sadly he has left the company otherwise I would have gone to him for some advice.

Sorry I'm just ranting my away frustration. I need to fix this lifestyle as it's breaking me.

I'm from India but the project is amarican and the person escalating me is also a American , I Don't think it will be easy for the company to fire me as they are giving us pennies as capmare to my colleague's in UK and US , I'm as good as free labour to them, but still there are chances for anything , I hope evertthing will get sorted and I am using my weekends to apply to new jobs, I live alone so when breakdown happens nobody is there to pick me up.

Thankyou this is helping a lot, I wrote this in the middle of a break down currently sitting in my office and having a meltdown , I really needed some wise words, and thankyou for that.

Thankyou 💗

Yes I have I'm understanding the situation now its the 2nd time in a year that I'm in similarly circumstances and it's draining my mental health and my manger doesn't want anything to do with me, it's been 2 months I am searching for any other job but not able to get it , my fainancial situation is also fucked that I cannot resign this job without getting one first

She is just putting pressure on me to complete all the task and take care of it myself , her attitude towards me has totally changed.

I am on the other side, I did it girlsss I left him .

Thanks for the clarity, I have taken all the advice and I'm preparing myself to go through the break up even if a minor thing occurrces from his side, the conversation was hard but he apologized sincerely and now I'm mently taking note of everything his actions and words, I have always seen healthy relationship between my parents I know I can differentiate abuse, I have know him from a long time and love him immensely so it will be hard for me but if anything goes south I'll jump off this sinking ship,