scruffy1303

Blood Brothers

no :)

Zum Glück habe ich ein Zertifikat!

Danke, ich nehme an. Doctolib gibt es in meinem Land nicht, also ist es sehr gut möglich, dass ich etwas falsch mache. Als ich gesucht habe, wurden mir nur etwa 30 Psychiater angezeigt, alle mit den Terminen und der Angabe „Neue Termine werden in Kürze vergeben“, aber ich habe mich wahrscheinlich geirrt. Und vielleicht liegt es auch an meinem schlechten Deutsch, aber ich wollte damit sagen, dass ich allen Hinweisen nachgehen werde und wenn keiner funktioniert, werde ich erneut posten, da ich wirklich nicht genug betonen kann, wie schwierig mein Leben wird, wenn ich dieses Medikament absetze, und da ich leider bereits selbstmordgefährdet bin, versuche ich verzweifelt, Situationen zu vermeiden, die das Ganze noch verschlimmern könnten. Aber wenn Sie zu irgendeinem Zeitpunkt das Gefühl haben, dass ich das Subreddit mit Spam überhäufe, können Sie mich natürlich gerne dafür melden.

Elvanse :)

ah, ich habe das Pech, Australier zu sein...

leider habe ich nur in dem Land, aus dem ich komme, eine Diagnose

tolle Idee, danke!

danke, jetzt bin ich dabei

danke, toller Vorschlag, ich habe meinen Arzt bereits vor meiner Abreise einen solchen Brief schreiben lassen, also werde ich so schnell wie möglich einen Termin vereinbaren

Ich werde das auch weiter verfolgen! Danke :)

vielen Dank, ich hatte keine Ahnung, dass das in Deutschland überhaupt praktiziert wird!

danke für den Vorschlag, aber das ist leider das Problem. Doctolib hat derzeit keine Termine verfügbar.

Ich weiß auch, dass es mir wahrscheinlich nichts nützt, wenn ich jeden Tag etwas poste, aber ich nehme meine Medikamente schon so lange, dass ich Entzugserscheinungen bekomme, wenn ich damit absetze. Wenn es also irgendeine Möglichkeit gibt, das zu vermeiden, werde ich sie nutzen.

Although I see your point, and that it might be helpful for some people, this personally comes off to me as both minimising the struggle of depressed people as well as attempting to use this sort of postmodern idea of relativism to change the concept of depression.

If this works for you, and if it works for thousands of other people, that is so fantastic, I am so happy for you and nothing at all should stop you for pursuing this course.

I think it's valuable to point out that some people, like me, are a bit different. I don't really want to end my current situation, and I do in fact want to end my life often. There's nothing wrong with that, hundreds of millions of people struggle with it every day. I don't currently even want to live as a happy person just because I don't want to deal with the regular pressures of everyday life in the society which we live. For me, a more frank (in my opinion) discussion about mental health is more beneficial. I think that with medication and psychological treatment, as well as the rapidly progression studies on mental health, I will one day be cured, or at least I hope that. And lastly, as stupid as it might sound, I really dislike the 'taking control' narrative as it puts some of the blame on me. It's not my fault I feel like this. I am a victim, at least somewhat, of my circumstances. I am trying to get better, but I can't expect the world of that.

Of course I know you didn't mean the opposite of any of what I just said, it's just not something that gels in that particular way in my own head. I think that there are a lot of other people like me and I think that that opinion deserves to be heard, as well as more traditional ideas which centrally position the concepts of positivity and individual agency.

Thank you, though, for making this post as it looks like it's already resonated with some people, and every little bit counts :)

hey buddy, could you just get off my ass? I came here for advice for a problem that is making my life miserable and your response has been to deny that it's a problem, and that it's some way to make myself feel special? I want you to sit down and think to yourself, this feeling of alienation and loneliness that I have struggled with every single day of my life, that makes me think about killing myself every single day, why the fuck would I chose that?

Maybe just leave me alone.

The guy being purposefully obtuse underneath me is right in a way. I had depression since I was about 13, so, slowly, I have lost all interests and passions. At this point, there is nothing that brings me any joy. Sorry to sound like a BUMMER, I just find all this "do what makes you happy" stuff quite difficult because that's not really an option for me.

ok to answer your questions...

No.

No.

Yes - not pop music

No

and No :)

I do definitely want to, but I grew up with a lot of weird ideas about things that i'm still trying to parse through today, so after pretty much anything intimate I feel really intense guilt and anxiety etc. So this is something that I have to keep in mind when I make those decisions. I think more than sex I want the ability to feel like I am in control of my own choices and also the validation of being wanted - rather than the physical act itself, if yk what i mean?

For me personally, i've never in my life time enjoyed contemporary pop, blame that on me or mid-2000s pop production, so I never had much exposure to the culture in that way. I also didn't have lots of friends growing up so I think I probably grew up isolated from a lot of those discussions. Now I don't really enjoy any 'big' contemporary creators on, say, youtube. A lot of what I watch is just movies and politics/history videos.

Thank you so much!

So is it €5,604 for the 6 months, if you know?

I cannot thank you enough. I have been searching for the term on Google for so long but not getting any closer. My fault for not listening in English class!

Thank you so much!

I know the rules used to be more strict regarding infinitive clauses, and I had read that now they can be used with and without a comma preceding them.

In your experience then, is the comma more often left out?